YEAH !!!

Some very nice people gave us an offer on our house!! So right now it is under-contract and we should close on in Feb 18! It is such a stress relief to know that someone is buying it. (I just pray that everything works out.) Work is going better, but I still miss MVH and all the great people there. Not much else is new, just hope that it will snow or the weather will do something, the air here is GROSS!

POOR POOR ME!

For those who know me, know that I either have a wall up and don't let people in or the wall is down and I expose everything. Jared tells me that my wall is up way to much! So i started my new job last Tuesday. I was excited and had the first day butterflies at the same time. Of coarse I was a little overwhelmed by all the different things they do, but still it was ok. Then I asked her the days that your are scheduled to be on-call do you always go in and she said YES. After she said this I had to do everything in my power not to start crying. I don't want to work full time as it is but to work (7) 12 hours shifts in a pay period is asking way to much of me and work is 5-5 that is such a crappy time to go to work. (I know i am way to selfish and maybe this is my punishment until I learn to give more.) So when my shift is over I go get in my car I call Jared and tell him I hate it and the flood gates open, I cried the the whole way home, not just little tears but BIG crocodile tears. I even passed up going to a free dinner at Chili's with my sister. So since that day my motivation is at 0, I can't get in the ' go and get it done groove.' I am sure like most things this will pass and I will be fine. Thaks for letting me get this off my chest, I feel better already!!

We moved

So many of you know this already. I think the move for me was bitter sweet for me. All the kids where excited to go to a new school and I think deep down Jared was excited to start school again. The day we moved it was 8 degrees outside. It took 6 hours to load the u-haul. It was like putting together a puzzle. When we finally got to Bountiful people came running out of there house to help us unload. ( you don't realize how much crap you have until you move and then you question yourself do I really need all this stuff.) Thanks to all you of that came and either helped load or un-load us.... or packed or un-packed our crap. But the person who couldn't be there, but wanted to let us know how much she cared bought us Mandarin for dinner. (Thanks grandma Tina you are the best.)